I have no idea where to start this blog. I guess I should just spit this out.
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J and I are separating. This may or may not be a permanent move. There are some things that need to happen for this to not be a forever thing. Some on his end. A lot on mine.
First though, I am moving out of the house with the Girl. In theory, we are moving out next Friday/Saturday. I am excited, sad, trepiditious, unnerved, scared spitless. I know that this is the best thing for everyone right now. All I do when I am here is lash out and be angry all the time. And, that’s no way to run a railroad.