I have no idea where to start this blog. I guess I should just spit this out.
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J and I are separating. This may or may not be a permanent move. There are some things that need to happen for this to not be a forever thing. Some on his end. A lot on mine.
First though, I am moving out of the house with the Girl. In theory, we are moving out next Friday/Saturday. I am excited, sad, trepiditious, unnerved, scared spitless. I know that this is the best thing for everyone right now. All I do when I am here is lash out and be angry all the time. And, that’s no way to run a railroad.
13 thoughts on “What?”
Wherever your path takes you, I hope you find what you need.
I realize I’m coming into the story somewhere in the middle, but in a previous post where you mentioned moving out, I was wondering whether this is a Good or Bad Thing. Someone close to me is going through something similar. I wish you luck.
I’m sorry to hear it but maybe things will work out in the end. Let me know if you’d like to talk about it. *bighugs*
Jesus, this hit me hard. I mean, I’ve always known you two as a pair.
Just adding some of my notorious inappropriate humor. I hope things go the way they need to.
I’m sorry you’re going through such upheaval, and hope that things work out well in future, whichever way they go.
*hugs* I hope things work out for you.
Whether temporary or permanent, it’s never an easy thing to do. And the mixed feelings are normal in this type of situation (I went through it last year). Whatever the end result, you and Summer will get through this and you will be ok.
:: hugs ::
*hugs and chocolate*
Well, you already know I’m here for you as needed. Don’t forget to find reasons to smile each day, even when things look their crappiest.
Perhaps you should purchase a pet badger to help you find whatever victory is needed in this situation? 🙂 Don’t abuse yourself about this Bon. You’re doing what you feel is right for you, Summer, and everyone else involved.
No good words for stuff like this. But I know you have the strength to get through the bumps.
I’m sorry. 😦
Let me know if you need anything, please?
I hope things work out for you and yours, whichever direction you go. Mark me down for one hug as well…