On the job search again.
On the one hand, I do not have to return to the Place of Everchaning Policy and Political Assraping.
On the other, I have no money.

I have pushed school back to starting in November. I’m bummed but I simply don’t have the money to pull it off right now. If I were a single gal with no one but me and the kitty to provender for – sure! What the hell! But I have a child, a mortgage, a car payment etc. etc. ad nauseatum.

And this was just as I got a doctor to say, “yup, them boobies are far too big. Let’s lop ’em!” Must have money to pay insurance to have the surgery done. So will be doing a major scramble to find *something* to make a buck at. Yessssssssss….already I am starting the great job safari. Can’t you just hear the drums?

and now my massage therapist cancelled. just because he’s got boards tomorrow and wants to stud-eee!. Sheesh!

*mutttermuttergrumblegrumblepisswhineandmoanmutter*

I’m at home now, having urped my chinese up. I feel strangely light and non-hot n sour-soupy. /blech/
Something I ate really disagreed with my tum. Or it could be that the stress has finally won.

Not going to bitch overmuch about work tho. I am far too happy. Massage school starts on Monday, can I get a general woohoo?

Also, bellydance went particularly well last night. At any rate, I didn’t feel as off balance and clumsy as I normally do. Progress!