Happy Father’s Day

 

source: http://tamunews.tamu.edu/tag/moon/

 

Hey Dad,
I know that we didn’t always get along. Our stubborn, stubborn tempers would clash and voices would be raised. We argued, or didn’t speak, or just passed small talk back and forth for a long time. In spite of all that, I never ever thought or belived for a moment that you didn’t love me. Sometimes, there wasn’t much like going around. But love was always there. We eventually reconciled, for which I am grateful.
I hope that you knew that as a wee tot, I idolized you. I pretty well thought you hung the moon, standing on a step-ladder and laughing that big laugh of yours. Nobody knew as many jokes as you. Nobody was as giving or as willing to help anyone through a rough spot. Nobody could listen as well you.
You had faults – like all of us. Humans, eh? We are what we are. Still. You were a pretty good egg.
I guess I just wanted to say that I still miss you. That I wish you were here, to see The Girl growing up, to see the Twinlings and the Bear. I wish that I could sit and chat with you about things, again.
I wish I could hear you laugh.

I love you,
~Bon

 

Wherein I Use My Powers for Evil…

…and totally make a mash-up of Auntie Mame and Dune.
I just want to remind readers that clicking on the links is like seeing a bit of the chaos that lives (and sings, musn’t forget singing – Oh, no. Musn’t.) in my head.

 

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

 

 

Wanna hear something really stupid?  I often fear what people might say or think about me.

According to some of my recent Psychology professors, that makes me both narcissistic AND paranoid. Awesome.
I don’t truly think that this is the truth of the matter.  I think it’s more a case of how I was raised, what I think of myself, and how I insert into the world at large.  That’s not the whole of me, though. That’s not the bits what matter.

I am an adventurer. I am Bene Gesserit. I am Irene Cara singing her heart out and assuring you that you ARE gonna like and remember her. I am a woman with a box unfolding in the top of my head, letting in possibility. The Sleeper has awoken!

Source: http://pantsareterrible.blogspot.com/2010/10/dune-mecca-of-awesome.html

And not just because a sexy man wearing bits of a car tire stepped out of a steam shower.
Noooo.

Heh.
OK. Maybe a LITTLE.

Can we just pause here?

Thanks.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Moving on.

Like those women and adventurers in Herbert’s books – I am ready to test my mettle. To put my hand in the box and see what I can do. See what I am capable of. To see if I can end a sentence without a preposition. no, apparently not.

 

 

 

Life is a banquet someone wise1 once said. It’s time to eat it up!

Source: http://www.neatorama.com/2011/06/30/dune-in-candy/

 

 

 

 

 

For she is the Cracked-Up Had-Enough. ;D 
(ooh, maybe the profs WERE right!) 
1Mame!  As in MAME!  I’m gonna live forever! I’m gonna learn how to fly! High!

War and the Healer

Bit of a piece I’ve been desultorily working on.  Hope y’all like.  🙂

 

 

She yanked the arrow from the lad, whispering a quick Healing pact to dull his pain.  Brief agony flared along her flank but subsided in a moment allowing her to finish her ministrations.  She finished the transaction quickly, clamping down on blood vessels and intestines.   The boy gasped in pain then subsided.  He would live.   She continued her delicate work, clamping off bleeders and stopping infection before it had a chance to take hold.

As she worked, the soldier’s face relaxed.  He had dropped into the trance common to all trauma patients. She motioned a medico over to finish his treatment and stood, exhaling sharply.  A cacophony of wails – felt, if not truly heard – greeted her.   There was so many this time!  How she hated these little wars.  So many lost!  And for what?   A few more goats?  Pah.  It sickened her.

“Ma’am?”  a voice swam out of rancid dark.  “So sorry ma’am but, there’s trouble with one the new ones…”   the slave’s thick monotone trailed off.

Igraine reached forward and felt for the youngster’s scarred hands.  She guided them to her mouth, so he would be sure to hear and understand.  “I hear.  Where?”

She could feel blood collecting in her shoes but knew that it would be a matter of moments before the outside wounds closed. She would just have to move carefully until the interior wounds caught up.

The slave listened to her response against his fingers and then beckoned her forward.  His bare back glistened in the smoky light.  Humped scars crossed his skin, crisscrossing one another down past the brief clout he wore.  One foot ended in a mangled twist of flesh, causing him to lurch along.  Not a problem here in the monastery, thought Igraine.  But, outside?  Dead within a week, if he was lucky.

The boy moving ahead of her was all of sixteen. He wasn’t a victim of a raiding party.  No.  Those scars on his body were caused by his own tribe.  He had been born with a defect of hearing.  Of course, it hadn’t been noticed until he was older- — about four or so.  Those ignorant savages had assumed a demon had possessed the boy.  They tried to beat it out of him, brand it out of him.

From what she could understand his hearing wasn’t totally gone.  Everything simply sounded as if it was coming from far away.  It was better if he could see you – lip reading.  But in absence of light, he could “read” your words on your lips.  Igraine’s own sister had taught him that.

Sometimes, she felt that only by eradicating all humans would the world truly know peace.