To dye, or not to dye. That is the question.
Whether ‘tis nobler in my age to suffer
The slings and arrows of OUTRAGEOUS gray hair,
Or to take pigments against a sea of silvering,
And by painting cover them? To dye, to shade;
No more; and by a shade to say we end
The heart-ache of the thousand natural colors
That hair is heir to, ‘tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d.
Don’t mind me. I’m just contemplating coloring my hairs again.
This is the color it turns when I dye it black. Because my hair is freaking AWESOME, that’s why.
I had posted on my FB a semi-grump, something along the lines of “Morning. It’s Monday.”
And one of my good friends challenged me. “That it is,” she said. “And?”
Well, I feel sheepish.
Because, yeah. It IS Monday. And just what is wrong with that? It is the start of another week. One in which I am upright, facing (more or less) forward and getting things done. Is everything perfect?
Well, no. Not so much.
BUT, things do seem to be moving in a good direction.
And believe me, I will take that.
“Hey, isn’t this supposed to be a boulder?” “Just shut up and keep pushing, Sisyphus.”
…and totally make a mash-up of Auntie Mame and Dune.
I just want to remind readers that clicking on the links is like seeing a bit of the chaos that lives (and sings, musn’t forget singing – Oh, no. Musn’t.) in my head.
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Wanna hear something really stupid? I often fear what people might say or think about me.
According to some of my recent Psychology professors, that makes me both narcissistic AND paranoid. Awesome.
I don’t truly think that this is the truth of the matter. I think it’s more a case of how I was raised, what I think of myself, and how I insert into the world at large. That’s not the whole of me, though. That’s not the bits what matter.
I am an adventurer. I am Bene Gesserit. I am Irene Cara singing her heart out and assuring you that you ARE gonna like and remember her. I am a woman with a box unfolding in the top of my head, letting in possibility. The Sleeper has awoken!
And not just because a sexy man wearing bits of a car tire stepped out of a steam shower.
Noooo.
Heh.
OK. Maybe a LITTLE.
Can we just pause here?
Thanks.
Moving on.
Like those women and adventurers in Herbert’s books – I am ready to test my mettle. To put my hand in the box and see what I can do. See what I am capable of. To see if I can end a sentence without a preposition. no, apparently not.
Life is a banquet someone wise1 once said. It’s time to eat it up!