The Girlie is on the back porch playing – something to do with one of her babies, her pretend food and an epic poem of her own making. It involves most of her toys from her room. She assures me that she knows what she is doing and that she is willing to pick up after she is done. I’ll believe that when I see it, methinks.
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Oof, I ate too fast or something wrong for lunch. My tummy has been all kinds of pissed off with me today. Enough that I don’t wanna drink anything for fear of setting it off. One visit to the altar o’porcelain is enough, thanksverymuch.
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Not much to say really – just wishing for some sort of work to take up my day. I hate being bored. Hatehatehatehate it.
I want my massage school paid off. I want to go to college. I want paying customers. I want to not sit in the house with nothing but housework and childcare to do. I am NOT fulfilled as a SAHM. And I’d like to contribute to lessening our financial burden.

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silly im conversation combo no. 5
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Fox: Hi
Me: hey sexy – what’s shaking in DFW?
Fox: Me.
Fox:  *twitch*
Fox: Been a UBER *censorced* day
Me: Oh, dear. Sorry. Angry or sad or some ripping combination of both?
Fox:  Stressed at work, working my tail off…
Me: Yikes!
Fox: Ya…two VIP customers calling me every little while, techs asking me silly questions, admins breaking servers…and darn it, no one will let me sacrifice a customer to Cthulhu
Me: *snicker* I hear an Almond Joy and a Jolt soda do wonders to appease the Elder Gods.
Fox:  Nah, I want blood to give.
Me: Chicken or human?
Me: Would Col Sanders count as both?
Fox:  *laugh*

J’s home. He got home around 5 or so looking tired and sad. He told me the funeral was packed. A full Catholic rite in a standing room only church. The actual burial was done with full military honors; a twenty one gun salute, a color guard, etc. Pretty much the entire older Hispanic population of Brownsville turned out according to the family. Chacho was one of those people who reached out and helped anyone and everyone. His life was one of open-handedness and kindess, I am told.

Nena is holding up well. I suppose it “helps” that Chacho was ill for so long. Rick (J’s stepdad and Chacho’s son) broke down during the ceremony and J helped him and held him. I hope this leads to a greater mutual respect and caring for each other.

I am left with a profound regret that I never got to really talk to or get to know Chacho. He was a unique person and had one of those lives that people will be talking about for the rest of their lives.

Godspeed Chacho.

J’s Chacho died earlier this evening. He took a nap and just didn’t wake up. He went out peacefully and in comfort. He is survived by Nena, Enrique, Kitty and Mary. He was an amazing person and a gentle man. He’s on a larger journey now but he will be missed.

**mourn**