I want to thank everyone who wrote yesterday and offered hugs, uplifting word, etc. I appreciate the thought, humor and warm fuzzies. Which proliferated wildly and had to be hunted down, gagged and stuffed into boxes before I could get any sleep — they’s squeaky lil fuckers.
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Seriously guys…thanks. You’re all invited over for the tasty beverage of your choice sometime in March.

I have no idea where to start this blog. I guess I should just spit this out.

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J and I are separating. This may or may not be a permanent move. There are some things that need to happen for this to not be a forever thing. Some on his end. A lot on mine.

First though, I am moving out of the house with the Girl. In theory, we are moving out next Friday/Saturday. I am excited, sad, trepiditious, unnerved, scared spitless. I know that this is the best thing for everyone right now. All I do when I am here is lash out and be angry all the time. And, that’s no way to run a railroad.